a quick change.

action.

Isn't it weird how we can go from kinda liking one person, to falling head-over-heels for another?
Yes, it really is. Why am I asking? Oh, because this happened to me.
As of sunday, April 25, I am no longer single.
OH! Is it that one guy who your last blog was about? Uhmm, no.
It's a new guy. Well, actually, not new at all. He's my best friend. Someone who i've always had a thing for, but things have never really worked out before. Well, things have definetely worked out this time, because he's mine.
Well, I don't really have much to say. It was an eventful weekend/week. But, I can't seem to concentrate long enough to write it all down. I'll leave it up to your imagination. Think fireworks, a baseball game, and my best friends. (:
-jade.

and scene.

giving a chance.

action.

do you ever feel like you've made a mistake? like you've done something completely wrong and you don't know if you can fix it?
yea, that's how i'm feeling right now.
and this thing that's bothering me, isn't even a big deal. i mean, it's a huge possibility that he still likes me, that he still wants me to like him back after i very rudely told him i didn't consider us anything more than friends.
but, you know what? i hate this feeling. the feeling of not having something you wish you did. like.. a boyfriend.
i don't even know what happened today. it was like one second i'm walking to the bus, and the next i'm trading rubber-band-animal-bracelets with him, and suddenly recieving a much needed hug. i was hooked.
it's not that i necessarily want to date him, it's just that i'm jealous of any girl hugging him like i did today.
it's wierd. i don't understand. i think it's something about being a teenager that i've read about in books or seen on tv. it's like all of a sudden, i want someone who will always care about me and wants me to be around them all the time. i want to be someones girlfriend.
now, don't get me wrong, this has happened to me before, but today, i had an experience that made me realize that everyone deserves a chance and that you shouldn't push people away who truly care about you because someday, maybe soon, you'll want them back.
i sound naive, and cheesy, and possibly annoying, buuuut don't all fifteen year olds? (:
--jade.

and scene

screamo. say whaaaat?

action.

Okay, so, NEVER in my life, have I had ANY desire to listen to music that goes "WAAAAAAAAA-WRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH" the whole song.. (also known as "screamo" music) until just recently when I checked the bands coming to warped tour. I'd never heard of like half of these bands before so, of course, I looked all of them on itunes, only to find lots of screaming-angry guys. At first, I was like "OH MY GOD. THIS IS NOT WHAT I WANT TO GO PAY $33 TO HEAR."  But then, my friend made me a screamo cd. I listened to it, and I listened to it, and I've fallen-in-like with this creepish-loud-angry stuff. It's really not toooo bad. I just thought I'd share my newfound like of screamo music. And for all you who think it's "terrible," listen again. (;

--jade.

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new.

action.

hey there. (:
soo, this is new. i haven't blogged since last year and that wasn't even on my own.  i recently had an epiphany because i realized i reaaaally enjoyed blogging. so i figured, why not? it's whatever.  (:
soo, welcome to my blog, fellow bloggers and/or creepy people who just look up blogs to read about other peoples thoughts/lives. that's cool too.
--jade.

and scene.